...Love sucks ass.

[kiyakotari]

I don't believe in love. I haven't for a long time.

...but why did the bastard have to make me fall in love with him and then dump me?

If he wanted a quick tumble, I would've been more than willing to oblige - I'm just as horny as every other teenager. Even if I'm no longer a teen. But no...he wanted more.

Well, he got it. He got it to the point that my eyes lit up and my mood improved whenever I saw him. When I'd get happy just hearing his voice or talking about him.

And while I was reluctantly tripping into that thing which I don't believe in, he was tripping, too - out of infatuation.

...He said it was too awkward working together. That our 'introduction' was too weird.

Now I'm getting a different job. So, I guess he won't have to deal with the 'nervousness' anymore.

Shit, it hurts.

I still don't believe in love. I won't. I can't.

Comments

[danaka-dollfie.livejournal.com]

Argh I am so sorry to hear this. Stupid jerk....... >.< Meh well it's his loss!

[mamon-lugi.livejournal.com]

He's fully of shit.

T___T you'd think if he really loved you it would be great working with the person you're attracted to. His reason for dumping you doesn't make any sence.....well...don't give up hope...but just be cautious before handing your heart to someone.

*many huggles and slufflelumps*

~Lugi

[missmerrythe3rd.livejournal.com]

*snuggles* I wish I had something insightful to say but love and I have never really met.

I will say, though, that I had a friend who like you swore she didn't believe in love, poor dear got her heart broken a few times anyway, and then just when she wasn't looking, wham! Love found her in the form of a friend she'd had all along.

I would say the odds are good that this guy is just a bit of a twerp because most people are, in fact, major twerps.

[keeley-keena.livejournal.com]

It may not seem like it right now but I think you are better off without him. Find someone that really appreciates you, rather than acting weird when you are around. There WILL BE other 'cool' guys down the line . . . that you really care about and return the interest . . . no worries.

In the meantime, I am sorry you are hurting over this.

[shadow-arashi.livejournal.com]

I'm bad when it comes to give love advice, having never fall in love myself... all I can do is agree with the othes, you are better off without him in the long run if he let you go lke that, even if it doesn't seem that way now. Don't worry everything come as it should, and as the song say "love is always on time" ^^ *hugs*

[lyssa-rd.livejournal.com]

What a big dumbass! I'm so sorry :( Want me to go beat him up?! :)

Seriously though, big hugs! I know I'm behind on the news but I wanted to give you hugs. I won't say anything about love, I can't think of anything really helpful (doesn't help I started reading Nietzsche last night - won't find any love there). Although I'm a giant romantic, I'm also a realist and you are definitely better without him.

Big hugs and snuggles!

[aneko-.livejournal.com]

I'll kill him for you! Or make him sad or castrate him or hit him or gnaw his leggies off. (TT_TT) Men are so stupid! A guy did that to me too... I guess all I can say is that it takes a while to get past it, but over time it happens...

I wish I could give you a hug in person. I'm sorry. ::poke hug glomp:: (TT_TT)