Ah, yes, babies.

[kiyakotari]

I can always tell when I must be nearing ovulation, because I suddenly find babies more interesting. This can be annoying, especially since I've generally always found babies slightly disturbing with maybe a half-dose of that's-kind-of-neat-but-why-is-it-falling-over-like-that thrown in. Also, there's the added bonus of having sat in a chair when I was four years old and watched my mom give screaming, bloody birth to my younger sister (she had an episiotomy with me, and it ripped back open), which pretty much killed my desire to ever have ANYTHING that large come out of my vagina.

So right now, I want to produce a baby. Of course, I know this will go away in four or so days, and I know that I'll look back on it and think I must have been NUTS, but right now...I want a baby.

**sigh**

I don't want a father figure in the picture. I just want the kid. I like the idea of being a single mom, even though I know it's a hell of a lot more work.

Urgh. Four days. Then it will go away. Four days.