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I haven't been around much since the last post about the eyes. The eye stuff is probably going to be on hold for a bit (though who knows - I might find I need the distraction).

Remember that cervical strain I had back in August, when the gang fight walked in the front door of the hospital? It hasn't gotten better, and has been causing lots of pain and keeping me from sleeping much. Also, my right hand went numb about a week and a half ago. As such, I went to see another doctor, and he ordered some x-rays (which none of the previous doctors did, for some reason) and physical therapy. The x-ray revealed that the injury resulted in a reversal of the lordosis in my cervical spine, which basically means it's not curving properly. Because of this, the doctor referred me to a physiatrist (spine specialist) and scheduled me for an MRI.

In the interim, I began my physical therapy. This resulted in a sudden and totally unexpected, extremely dramatic increase in my pain levels, constant headaches, blurred vision, dizziness, and constant (though fluctuating in intensity) nausea. The doctor put me on some heavy painkillers (Vicodin), so I've basically been mentally absent for the past week. James took several days off of work to keep me from falling apart all over the house.

This morning, the MRI appointment rolled around. Tonight, the doctor called me to deliver a quick overview of the results, to be discussed in greater detail during my appointment with him next week: reversal of lordosis; indications of muscle, ligament, and tendon inflammation; bulging vertebral disc. Also, the MRI incidentally revealed a tumor on my spine, in the chest area.

Yep, a tumor.

The doctor has no idea if it's benign or malignant. It's possible I was born with it, or have had it since childhood. It's also possible that it has only just developed recently. He told me all this while I was sitting on the floor in front of the toilet, wishing I could vomit to help relieve the nausea that's been keeping me awake all day.

I kind of want to take a break from reality.

Date: 2012-02-16 04:49 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] batchix
Oh man, I am so sorry. :< Are they suggesting surgery?

Date: 2012-02-16 11:39 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] askerian
oh hon. shit. *HUG HUG HUG*

Date: 2012-02-16 02:26 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] greenjudy
Oh, K, K.

Hold steady, keep breathing. Wait for data. Like they said, some of those things are harmless. I'm so sorry you're in pain, I'm so glad you're not alone.

Date: 2012-02-17 01:31 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] shipwreck_light
YOU FOUND IT. That's better than dragging this out.


And that's the best of all.


Being nauseated sucks and I do dearly hope they get that taken care of first.

Stay strong and feel better.

Date: 2012-02-17 03:14 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] nagasvoice
Seconding this. Finding something sooner is better!

Date: 2012-02-20 08:57 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] stonelions
Oh man, I'm sorry to hear that, I really hope they can give you more info soon! :< Hang in there, and keep us updated if you've got the energy? You're honestly one of the coolest, toughest people I've met and I want you to get better asap.<3


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